Wednesday, June 6, 2012

On The Path To Receive MY Healing


Proverbs 3:8 New Living Translation (NLT)
8 Then you will have healing for your body and strength for your bones....

So what this scripture mean to me? Complete Physical Healing

Psalms says it best : Psalms 119:50 NIV "My comfort in my suffering is this; Your promises preserve myLIFE"

Yes i would love to see complete healing but not as much as i would enjoy Him preserving my Life in eternity with Him.. That is Always my eternal Goal..

Proverbs 3:7 Don’t be impressed with your own wisdom. Instead, fear the Lord and turn away from evil. 8 Then you will have healing for your body and strenght for your bones..

So i started Enbrel, not what i wanted, i have always desired supernatural healing, but anyway God leads me is where i would rather be,
So He is walking through this valley with me, in where I am no where impressed with my OWN wisdom, nothing ive done has brought me healing of any sort..I cant explain the pain i bear when the flare ups where at its worst. The thought of not holding my children, the thought of not able to even walk with my children WAS My Suffering..
 Nothing is more dangerous than not Fearing God...
In those times of physical and emotional struggles and suffering, i had to learn to FEAR HIM, to turn away from evil... TO learn that He is Faithful and True.. That he Has, Is and Always will be, to start to believe otherwise would be to be foolish for then i would no longer Feared Him..

After of about 2 weeks on this medication i can see some results i have more energy and have longer periods of strenght and i dont hurt AS Fast i would normally would have... the pain level is still pretty high but i can go longer at doing things without the pain preventing me to do so.

Today i started to work out (video workout).. And The thought of NOT FEARING HIM did cross my mind..
I started to think theres still so much I CANT DO!!! I cant do that, i cant do a push up.. i cant even do that either!!!..
I realised how week my body had gotten from not properly working out, or even doing daily activities properly for 6 years, it had taken its toll..  Not ever been able to run. Not ever been able to pick something over 5 lbs (properly.. if u take note.. just watch me next time i pick something up.. i tend to hug it to pick it up), not been able to walk farther than from the house door to the car without having to sit from the pain.
I am not asking for sympathy but i am ASKING for Prayers.. The road to strenghting my body to what somewhat might consider NORMAL is my goal.. It'll be a long long road ahead of me.. But Gods PROMISES sustain me.. for i know HE WILL Bring Healing to my body and Strenght to my Bones.

This Year is my Year OF HEALING...

"Cant You see him working ON THE OUTSIDE, I CAN FEEL HIM MOVING ON THE INSIDE
So come and enter in and Cast your cares on HIM, He'll open up a windown and pour you out a blessing
Cause when the LORD steps in, He brings everything you need,  POWER HEALING and VICTORY!!
Said its all Up to you, Whatever you need him to do JUST TRUST IN HIM AND BELIEVE
AND THEN BY FAITH YOU WILL RECEIVE"
#The Presence of The Lord IS HERE..Byron Cage

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